第 346 期·中文精讀

埃德·卡爾德隆:墨西哥販毒集團

Ed Calderon: Mexican Drug Cartels

埃德·卡爾德隆講墨西哥販毒集團的運作方式、暴力生態與邊境地區的灰色生存法則。

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訓練 Ed Calderon 的那批教官,後來成了 Zetas 卡特爾的骨幹。

2004 年,這個醫學院輟學生被剃光頭髮,站在一片操場上,被告知自己即將加入墨西哥全新的精英警察力量。負責訓練他們的是墨西哥陸軍特種部隊(GAFE)出身的一群人,作風兇悍,動手就打。幾年後,這批人中的相當一部分轉投販毒集團,成為 Zetas 的核心武裝。他當時站在佇列裡,對此一無所知。

這段經歷成了他理解墨西哥毒品戰爭的起點。他在提華納(Tijuana)做過多年反毒和有組織犯罪調查,那座城市在他工作期間被稱作地球上最危險的地方。離開之後他做安全顧問,訓練執法機構,也在網上寫自己的觀察。

Lex Fridman 問他,反毒調查這份工作教會了他什麼關於人性的東西。

他的回答很短:任何人都可以被拿下。

任何人都可以被拿下

Ed 說這話的時候沒有鋪墊。他講的是那種透過 FBI 背景調查、透過測謊儀、透過所有安全審查程式的人,某一天被發現一直在收錢,或者已經變成了另一種人。審查是某個時間點的切片,人是流動的。

腐敗的入口很少是貪婪本身。他列了三個:家人、經濟需求、健康問題。墨西哥是個充滿不確定性的地方,一次家人生病、一次生意崩盤,牆上就出現一道裂縫。水從裂縫裡滲進來,一開始只是一點點,時間長了整面牆都軟了。

他見過的路徑很樸素。有人先是被威脅生命,然後發現只要點個頭就能繼續活著。有人被安排一次微不足道的幫忙,幾個月後才意識到自己已經站在了另一邊,回頭路沒了。有人從來沒有主動要過錢,只是默許了別人替他做的決定。

有時候腐敗的報酬就是繼續活下去。(Ed Calderon)

這句話放在墨西哥的語境裡分量很重。當一個警察知道自己拒絕之後會發生什麼,選擇的天平就不在道德那一邊了。

腐敗是從給孩子換一個上課時段開始的

Ed 講了一個讓所有墨西哥聽眾都會點頭的例子。孩子上公立學校,你想讓他上上午班而不是下午班,於是去找校長,塞點錢,事情就辦成了。這件事發生在孩子六七歲的時候,發生在家長第一次意識到規則可以被購買的時候。

這種經驗會累積成一整套世界觀。規則慢慢被當成價格標籤,邊界的意思反而淡了。等你長大,遇到交警、遇到辦事視窗、遇到任何一道關卡,你的第一反應往往是:這個東西多少錢。遵守或者申訴,都排在後面。

他提到提華納的俚語 mordida,字面意思是「咬一口」。交警攔下你,問你要證件,你如果不想吃罰單,就說「我能不能在這裡交罰款」,然後把錢夾在證件裡遞過去。整個過程流暢、默契、無人尷尬。

Lex 說他成長在蘇聯,對這種灰色地帶太熟悉了。兩個相隔半個地球的體制,養出了同一種肌肉記憶。

真正的分水嶺在後面。Ed 說,當你發現可以花點小錢解決一件小事,接著你就會發現可以花點錢或者賣個人情讓孩子進好學校,再往後,某一天會有人把一份巨大的利益擺在你面前,一次晉升、一次權力躍升、一筆足以改變家族命運的錢。這時候你心裡會有一個聲音說,不行,這不對。

那個聲音是從哪來的,他自己也說不清。是天生還是後天,他說不清。

裂縫出現的位置,往往在你看不見的地方

Lex 問他,能不能透過交談判斷一個人是否可信。需要聊多久?一年?一頓飯?

Ed 的回答是,信任從來不是保證。他知道這話聽起來悲觀,但他的經驗就是這樣:人會變,關係的結構會變。他判斷一個人的方式很土,看品格,看過去,看這個人怎麼處理自己的失敗。

他指了指自己的鼻子,又抬起手,少了一根手指。

你能在一個人身上看到多少失敗,以及他怎麼揹負這些失敗,很多時候挺說明問題的。(Ed Calderon)

這套標準有個反直覺的結果。他認識一些前罪犯,願意把命交到對方手上。他們算清楚了一件事:那種活法沒法長久,改過自新這個詞反而用不上。他也認識一些執法系統裡的人,車鑰匙都不願意借。

那些人的面具太好了。好到自己都忘了戴著。Ed 說,有些人給自己造了一個人設,未必是刻意的,甚至未必自知。你跟他相處三個月,見到的始終是那層殼。

Lex 把話題往生物學上推了一步。他提到自己近距離觀察過一個可以歸類為反社會人格的人,也觀察過一個自戀型的人。他說人的出廠配置就不一樣:有些人天生缺少那臺能對他人痛苦產生共鳴的機器,有些人的多巴胺迴路會在操控別人的時候亮起來。

Ed 接住了這個話題,講的是他自己的母親。她沒有父親,很小的時候父親就走了,她帶大兩個妹妹,撐起一個家。她極其獨立,也把獨立這件事教給了兒子。他一直覺得自己童年挺好。

直到他自己有了孩子,才看明白一件事:母親一直在把他塑造成她自己缺失的那樣東西。

如果能見到一個人的父母,通常能看出很多東西。(Ed Calderon)

提華納會生產一種特定的人

他在提華納玩滑板長大。他記得自己第一次翻進別人家後院泳池,那棟房子屬於一個卡特爾的人,泳池在後院,他們就在裡面滑。

後院的門鎖著。他學會了用小型車用液壓千斤頂把掛鎖頂開。這門手藝當時只為滑板服務。

多年後他跟墨西哥其他州的人一起訓練,有一次需要開鎖,他把這招使了出來。周圍人看他的眼神變了,問他從哪學的。他說,提華納的賊。對方愣了一會兒,問,提華納人都這樣嗎?

他的回答是,不是所有人,但某種程度上是。那座城市本身在生產一種特定的人,把某些人生軌跡變成預設選項,把另一些軌跡從地圖上抹掉。

他自己總結,提華納人的「正常」基準線跟世界大部分地方不一樣。你在一個賄賂是日常、暴力是天氣的地方長大,你的道德座標系從第一天起就裝歪了。

一位失去雙腿的中校

他講了一個人。一位姓伊薩爾達(Izalda)的中校,從軍隊過來接管了他所在的那支隊伍。

這個人身上有一種東西,用 Ed 的話說,是「氣場」。他第一次帶隊出勤,Ed 開車載他在提華納轉。他是那種走在最前面的人,指揮的位置留在後面。

他遭到過多少次暗殺,Ed 說這本身就是他廉潔的證明。先是給錢,給不動,就改成殺。殺了幾次沒成,繼續殺。最後一次暗殺奪走了他雙腿的功能。

Ed 說,那位中校在他心裡仍然是個危險的人。

Lex 追問,一個普通人類能做到這個程度嗎,還是說這屬於基因層面的東西。

Ed 的回答分了兩半。前半段是敬重:那個人是怎麼帶隊伍的,他讓手下感到被支撐,感到有人在前面領著走。提華納當時是地球上最危險的城市,他接手了。

後半段是清算。他說,最後一次暗殺發生的時候,中校帶著自己的孩子。他現在離那段經歷夠遠了,能看清一件事:那種活法裡有一種不計後果的莽撞,而這種莽撞會把身邊的人一起拖進去。

走這條路是有犧牲的,一個非常大、非常難做的犧牲。(Ed Calderon)

廉潔的代價具體到他身上是這樣的:他想進的行動組進不去。能力沒問題,問題在上面那批人知道他不收錢,不放心把他放進某些局裡。他開著破車上下班,旁邊座位上幹同樣活的人開著悍馬 H2。

社會上沒有回報。在墨西哥的普遍認知裡,警察全爛,沒有例外。廉潔在這個語境下被當成一種可疑的異常,美德的說法沒人用。人們會問他,你圖什麼?

還有一層更冷的邏輯:收錢的人被某一方養著,一旦被對手發現他在給對面通風報信,他會死得很快。反倒是乾淨的、沒有歸屬的人,在某些時候更安全,在另一些時候更早死。這套演算法裡不講道德,只講站隊。

十三歲那年,家裡辦了一場像演唱會的葬禮

他哥哥死的時候 19 歲,他 13 歲。

他對哥哥的描述帶著一種很難模仿的語氣。滑板、BMX、摩托車、打獵,是他見過最好的射手,是「我們家最好的那個」。

葬禮上來的人多到像一場演出。他說他那天見到了哥哥的三個女朋友,每一個都自我介紹說自己是「那個」。

這麼多年過去,他回提華納,偶爾還會被人認出來。跟他的履歷無關,只因為他是 Eric 的弟弟。

父母在那之後陷入嚴重的抑鬱,基本上放開了對他的管束。從 13 歲起,他處於一種自我管理的狀態,同時帶著一股自毀的勁。這件事他在多年後的心理治療裡反覆談到。

那股勁的核心是一句話:如果我能死得好一點,死得有點意義,他們看我的眼神會不會跟看哥哥時一樣。

死不是問題,目標是死得其所。(Ed Calderon)

他帶著這套邏輯進了那份工作。他說自己當時篤定活不到 30 歲。

Lex 問,這個念頭嚇到你了嗎。他的回答很平:這就是生活原則。

一個翻新的監獄

在那之前他讀醫學院,讀到大二,成績還不錯。911 之後經濟崩了,學費交不起,他在報紙上看到一則招募廣告。

他哥哥,還活著的那個,攔住他,說你別去幹那種破事。

結果他還是站在了一片操場上,頭髮被剃光。

他被推銷的概念是這樣的:墨西哥正在組建一支全新的、美式標準的警察力量,精英、科學、有教育背景、有職業上升路徑。聽上去像一份事業。

到了地方才發現,訓練場是一所翻新過的監獄,條件差到連監獄都當不了。他很快明白,訓練他們的人想造一支準軍事組織,跟他腦子裡那個社群警務的樣子差得很遠。

訓練的第一天,他們列隊站好,教官說的第一句話是:這裡有麵包和挖掘,管吃。麵包一週前就吃完了。

剃頭、脫掉個人身份、發編號、發制服、被當垃圾對待。他說這套流程像一場只做了一半的成人禮。

跟美軍的訓練比起來,最大的差別是,在墨西哥,教官可以真的動手打你。這在美國軍隊裡早就不允許了,在那裡是常態。

訓練場周圍一直有 AK-47 在響,用來模擬真實環境。他的聽力因此受損。混亂、辱罵、持續的壓力,構成全部的課程。

門一直是開著的。你不想待了,隨時可以走出去。但每多待一天,你的沉沒成本就多一分。

你在這個過程裡,其實是在給自己上鎖鏈。(Ed Calderon)

他想走過好幾次。真正讓他動搖的,是看到比他更強、更聰明的人退出了。苦本身他扛得住。還有一件讓他警覺的事:訓練營裡有女性,有教官在做那些事。管他們安全和教育的人,正在幹這個。有些腦子清楚的人看懂了,轉身離開。

他留下了。三個月後他被任命為隊長,透過了體能和心理的一系列考核。他承認自己當時很吃那一套:升旗、列隊、集體的榮譽感、民族主義的口號,全都吃進去了。他覺得自己在證明什麼,在往前拱。

六個月後,他簽了字。現實檢查來了。

二十發子彈,和一把沒見過的槍

訓練期間他們用的是伯萊塔 92FS(Beretta 92FS),義大利產的 9 毫米手槍。整個訓練下來,他用這把槍打了 20 發子彈。

出營之後,發到手上的是一把格洛克 17(Glock 17)。他從沒見過這型號,第一件事是找保險在哪。旁邊還有幾個人在用極其危險的方式擺弄槍械。

訓練嚴重不足,裝備嚴重不足,而且上面有一整套假設,假設他們會的東西比實際多得多。這些人就這樣被投進了墨西哥現代史上最血腥、持續最久的一場衝突。

這場衝突很少被叫成戰爭。它沒有前線,沒有宣戰,沒有停戰協議。它只是在持續地生產屍體。

棋盤上不止有卡特爾

Lex 讓他把棋盤上的玩家擺一擺。

他提到時間線的模糊。他 2004 年受訓的時候,墨西哥各地已經有不少跟卡特爾相關的重大事件,但規模遠不及他後來要面對的東西。2006 年 Felipe Calderón 就任總統,把軍隊推上前臺,等於把毒品戰爭軍事化,他們這批人也算在內。

玩家名單:政客、軍隊、警察、卡特爾,再加上美國和中國的因素。

他先講市場。墨西哥境內的本地毒品市場巨大,是各方爭奪的物件。提華納那個市場他最熟,它不僅供應本地人,還供應從聖地亞哥跨境過來買貨的美國人。

然後是這個現象裡最有意思的一處反轉:現在的大麻是從加州往墨西哥走私的。因為加州種得更好。原來那條通道還在,只是方向掉了個頭。

錢不只來自毒品。走私路線走海路、走牆下的地道、翻牆、綁在移民身上帶過去,這些是物流。另外還有勒索、洗錢、保護費。墨西哥境內任何一個採礦作業都要交保護費,不交就被打。過境的人也要交稅。

組織數量,他上次統計時是 50 到 70 個。小的只管一個小鎮,靠武裝控制那一小塊地盤;大的像錫那羅亞(Sinaloa)卡特爾,是目前規模最大、實力最強的一支;還有哈利斯科新世代卡特爾(CJNG),正在指數級擴張。

然後是那個最少被討論的玩家:政客。

他說墨西哥正在經歷多起針對政治候選人的暗殺,動機基本都是一方卡特爾支援一個候選人,另一方支援另一個。州長級別的官員有被調查的、在逃的、坐牢的。

Lex 問他,一個保持廉潔的政客在墨西哥意味著什麼。

Ed 的回答是:意味著沒有保護,意味著隨時等著被暗殺。

他舉了加西亞·盧納(García Luna)的例子。這個人在 Ed 還在職的時候主管所有反毒行動,是 Calderón 發動毒品戰爭時最信任的那個人。後來他在美國被逮捕、起訴,罪名是替卡特爾辦事。

Lex 追問,灰色地帶存不存在。有沒有那種既能運轉又不造成嚴重倫理後果的位置。

Ed 說他不認為存在。任何對這類組織的支撐,無論多間接,最終支撐的都是極其可怕的東西。

提華納正在變成「南聖地亞哥」

他提到一個正在發生的現象,語氣裡帶著某種描述性的冷靜。

提華納現在被叫「南聖地亞哥」。90% 的新房被美國人買走。經濟移民、遠端工作者、被房價擠出來的加州人,一批一批往下搬。跨境的人流和車流裡,檢查的比例很低。

這些變化放在毒品戰爭的背景裡顯得很怪。一個曾經被列為全球最危險城市的地方,幾年之間成了美國人的置業目的地。城市的面貌在變,底層那套東西有沒有變,是另一回事。

處理屍體的手藝

Lex 提到自己最近讀二戰史,讀到德蘇兩邊在「如何大規模消滅人並處理屍體」這件事上的殘酷創新。他把它說成一個工程學問題。

Ed 接過這個類比,講了墨西哥的對應版本。他說墨西哥是一個把屍體處理工業化的國家。

提華納有個綽號叫「燉鍋匠」(the Stew Maker)的人,用腐蝕性酸液在極大尺度上銷燬屍體。在提華納,殺人和處理屍體是兩條獨立的生產線。

他描述的技術細節聽起來像一份工藝手冊:在屍體裡塞石頭,讓它在水裡浮不起來;剖開腸道把石頭放進去;紋身所在的皮膚割掉;手和臉切下來扔到別處;最後用雞網鐵絲整個纏起來,沉進河裡或者海里。

這是很可怕的事,但它是一門手藝,一門行業技藝。(Ed Calderon)

手藝是有來源的。他提到美國的美洲學校(School of the Americas)和 CIA,那些年代教出去的東西,一部分流到了這一代人的手裡。坊間還流傳 90 年代末有以色列人訓練阿雷利亞諾·費利克斯(Arellano Félix)卡特爾的說法,教他們怎麼做燒鹼、怎麼讓屍體不浮起來。

他說有些手冊外面確實存在,裡面分章節,講在時間限制下怎麼處理,講地理條件,講屍體能保留多少可辨認特徵。

這套東西在 2000 年代初、90 年代末比較常見。現在連這點講究都沒了。現在常見的是燒成焦炭,找個田裡埋掉。

這種退化本身說明了什麼:當殺人變成日常行政工作,工藝就只剩下成本最低的那一種。

用金屬探針找孩子的母親

Ed 提到他最近在自己 Instagram 上發的一張照片。一位來自瓜納華託(Guanajuato)的女性,Maria Carmela Vasquez,46 歲,她的兒子 Ozmar Vasquez 在 6 月 14 日失蹤。她屬於一個失蹤者互助團體,週日在家門口被槍殺。她是今年第五位在尋找失蹤親人過程中被殺害的母親。

墨西哥的失蹤人數是個有爭議的話題。政府不公佈,或者公佈得不好。

這些團體做的事,本來應該是政府做的。她們帶著金屬探針去城郊探測地面,靠探針帶出來的東西的氣味判斷下面有沒有東西。找到證件、衣物,收集起來,交給當地的調查機構。

她們在替他們幹活。(Ed Calderon)

而墨西哥超過 90% 的謀殺案從未被偵破。

這個數字放在整場對話的末端,把前面所有的東西重新組織了一遍。一個國家可以同時擁有龐大的安全預算、幾十萬人的軍警力量、來自北方鄰國的持續援助,然後讓九成以上的謀殺案沉進檔案櫃。

那些母親拿著探針在荒地上走,因為除了她們,沒有別人會去。

這套系統是怎麼自我維持的

把 Ed 講的一切拼起來,會看到一個閉環。

腐敗從學校換時段開始,長成一種預設的世界觀。這種世界觀讓執法系統失去公信力,人們不再報案,不再相信調查,案件偵破率降到個位數。偵破率低又反過來證明「報警沒用」,進一步降低合作意願。婦女們只能自己拿著探針去荒地上找孩子。

在這個環裡,廉潔是一種負資產。不收錢的警察進不了核心行動組,開破車,被同事當成怪人,被社會當成傻子,還可能因為不屬於任何一方而更早被殺。

Ed 那位中校用兩條腿換來的東西,是讓手下在那幾年裡相信有人在前面領著走。這個回報很小,代價很大,而且不可複製。

他在訓練營裡被灌輸的民族主義、集體榮譽、旗幟和佇列,幾個月後撞上的是:二十發子彈、一把沒見過的槍、還有一份簽了字的檔案。所有宏大的東西落地時都是這個形狀。

他講哥哥的死,講那股自毀的勁,講「死得其所」這個念頭。很多進這行的人大概都帶著類似的東西。一個組織如果招人的時候專挑這種人,它得到的是極高的耐受度和極低的自我保護傾向,同時也就預設了這些人不會在關鍵時刻退回來。

而真正讓人不安的,是他關於信任的那套說法。看一個人怎麼處理自己的失敗,看他身上的傷疤,看他的父母。這些方法都談不上精確,只是沒有更好辦法時的下注方式。他自己也承認,下注從來不是保證。

  • 判斷一個人,別聽他講願景,看他怎麼描述自己搞砸過的那些事,以及他是否願意講。
  • 任何組織如果預設「不收錢的人是傻子」,那麼它的清正就只能靠個體硬扛,而個體是會被消耗掉的。評估一個環境時,先看它對守規矩的人是什麼態度。
  • 腐敗不是從大錢開始的。留意那些「花點小錢辦成一件小事」的第一次,那是一次校準,校準之後你的價格標籤就一直掛著。
  • 遇到那種面具戴得太好的人,不要試圖在對話裡拆穿,去看他和家人的關係、他壓力的來源、他在沒有觀眾時的行為。
  • 看到一類新聞裡反覆出現同一個數字,比如九成以上案件未偵破,那通常意味著整條鏈條從報案到調查都已經斷了,光用執法能力解釋不了。理解這類問題時,從系統閉環入手,不要從單個壞人入手。
  • 對身邊那些願意付出代價守住底線的人,明確地告訴他們你看見了。這套系統不給他們回報,你可以給。
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Under a strict diet, and it's interesting to measure that through data to get blood data, to get DNA data, fitness tracker data, and use all that to to see if I am doing better or worse than I was before, and based on that make recommendations for diet and lifestyle changes. That's exactly what Inside Tracker does. Get special savings for a limited time when you go to InsideTracker dot com slash Lex. This is the Lex Friedman podcast. To support it, please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, dear friends, here is Ed Calderon. What does your experience in counter narcotics investigating the Mexican drug cartel teach you about human nature? Wow, I mean, first off, anybody can be got. Anybody can be corrupted. You know you you work in that field and you you realistically the training we got and profiling and investigation and stuff like stuff like that was basically you learn from the older guys there. And some of those guys were already corrupted from from the start. So trust no one. I remember seeing that X Files episode where that was stated. You quickly learn that even if you are somebody that to your own mind appears incorruptible. You know small changes happen around you. Wheels get greased, the money gets put in front of you, and or things get threatened like your life. And sometimes a payment for some of this corruption is just to continue on living. You encounter people that seem incorruptible that go through FBI background checks that go through all of the. The security measures that all of us were put through, you know, polygraph test, and then later on, you know. It turns out they were on the take, or they became somebody that was corrupted. I think what I found out is that anybody at any level they could be a very strong, hard to get person right now, but. People get corrupted through their families through need. Mexico is a place where a lot of instability occurs. So financial needs health. So a crack could form through the wall of integrity and then over time it seeps in somehow. Mexico has a culture of corruption, like you know you have your kid that goes to school at public school and you want him to be in the morning not in the afternoon school. Time period so you go off and grease the wheels with the director of the school people hearing this in Mexico nod their heads because this is something that happens from early on. So there is a systemic there is a systemic and cultural thing to it you know as far as getting around rules and this happens because you know the people that are in charge in Mexico the government is. You know there there are tandem amount is trust between criminals and the cartels down there for a lot of the culture so people don't trust the government and much less criminality so. When you meet a person sticking on human nature, do you think it's possible to figure out if they can be trusted? So you said anyone can be corrupted. You know how long would you need to talk to a person, and even in your personal private life, just a friend, or is trust a thing that's never really guaranteed. I think trust is never really guaranteed. I know a lot of people are going to say that's a sad way and hard way of living your life, but you know life experience at my end. You know people change. You know the dynamics of a relationship might change. I look at people's character specifically their past and past experiences if I can. Somebody that presents himself in front of you as a somebody, but you quickly learn that that somebody is just a mask or persona that they kind of created for themselves. And they might not even be aware of the persona. Like is there some deep psychological stuff? Sometimes I've experienced a lot of a failure in my life. You can see it in my nose, you know. You can see it in my lack of a a digit, you know. The amount of you know the amount of failure you can see in somebody and how they wear them sometimes is a pretty telling thing as far as them being able to be trusted or that you can trust their story or their experience. And when I say experience, I mean I've met some criminals like former criminals or you know some some people of that background that I trust with my life, you know because they're not not reformed. But they figured out that that's not not a life they can live long enough to kind of continue on and. And I've also met people that are in law enforcement that I wouldn't trust with my car keys, you know because you know whatever persona they adopt adopted over the over the years. Is a pretty good one, pretty good mask. Sometimes such a good mask they don't even know they're wearing it. And on top of that, it's not just the psychology. There is also in your biology to it. I've I've been very fortunate and deliberate to surround myself with good people throughout my life. But I've recently gotten to sort of observe not close to me but nearby somebody that could be classified as a sociopath. Yeah. And and a narcissist, like I I don't want to use those psychological terms, but just I. It's like oh, people you know come with different biology too. So it's not just like the the trauma you might experience in your early life and all the deep complexity that leads all the deep complexity that leads to the the psychology that you are to have as an adult. But it's also the biology you come with the the nature that you might not just have the the machine that can empathize deeply with the experience of others or maybe a machine that gets off gets a dopamine rush from the manipulation of other humans. Or the control of other humans. Yeah, I mean, put an example of my my own background. My mom didn't have a father, you know. She she he left really early on in their in their childhood. You know my mom raised her two sisters. And basically kept a household. She was a great mom. She was a badass, you know. She was very independent. She showed me how to be independent. She showed me how to kind of watch out for others and kind of build me up in that way. And I had a great childhood as far as you know as far as her and kind of like how she molded me later on. I figured out that when I had my own kid, you know I I figured out that she was basically trying to make me into what she didn't have in a way. And if I can get to see somebody's parents, you know that's usually a that's usually a sign of of something at least for me as far as figuring out where people are. I think there is something to be said about nature and nurture and how some people come up. Some people are just born with that predatory instinct, you know, and you'll never know. I mean they spend their whole life practicing how to hide it. But if you can figure out somebody's you know background childhood where they're from, you can kind of tell something about them. You know I am from Tijuana, you know I am a survivor. That's that's my background as far as where I am from. Culturally, genetically, psychologically, the full shabang. Yeah, I guess some people are born with certain predispositions, and if they're in the right environment, some of the negative aspects might flourish more than others. You know for me, I mean I grew up skateboarding in Tijuana. And I remember breaking into my first backyard pool. It was a house that a cartel guy owned, and we used to skate the pool in the back in the back of it. So I learned how to pop open padlocks with a with a small vehicle hydraulic lift. And I remember doing that, and later on in life I got to train with people from other parts of Mexico and and work with them, and I remember pulling that trick off and they were like looking at me like, "Where'd you learn that? " Like some burglars in Tijuana, you know and they're like, "Wow, that's interesting. Like are all all people from Tijuana like that? " And I said, "No, we're not all like that, but I guess in some way we are because you know. Tijuana produces some produces kids like that. You know she produces like the environment itself produces produces a pretty specific person. I guess you know where our normal is our normal or baseline normal is way different than most. The trajectories that you can take in life are are defined in a way that aren't available elsewhere in the world. Yeah, and so you develop. I mean that's part of that psychological part of that is cultural and so on. Part of that is the cultural trauma, but then also the ethical lines based on the corruption because I grew up in the Soviet Union and there is the same kind of understanding that there is some gray area of corruption. Yeah, there is it's always there like on the outskirts or even in the center. How you can grease things to make things easier, and how it's like it's personal thing. I'll just you know pay off the in Tijuana we have a more dia is what we call it you know when you when you pay a cop off now more dia means a bite. So and what's what's the bite aspect? So you get stopped for for a traffic violation of some sort and the cop walks up to you. Obviously you don't say the word bite, but it's like it's like a slang term for it. And he asks for your paperwork and you know and if you get fined or get a ticket, you say, "Can I pay the ticket here?" Is what they say. And you know put your money inside the paperworking hand over to the cop. More dia, you think it's you know I am just going to do it and nobody knows you know but it's a systemic thing. Everybody like a lot of people do it and then they don't trust the police because they are fed with this. Yeah, I mean same thing was in the Soviet Union. It's funny, but then there is something inside you where that kind of those opportunities come like with a police officer where you realize you can just pay a little bit of money and get out of a thing. And then you realize you can pay a little bit of money or do a favor that get your kids in a bit of school or something like that. Yeah, but there comes opportunities where you where all right if if I do this little thing I can make. I can get a huge promotion. I can get a huge increase in my power or get a lot of money, and something inside you says no, it's not right. Yeah, and I wonder what that is that because like. Yeah, I want because it feels different than the legal systems within which operate. There is some kind of basic human integrity, human decency. I wonder if that's like constructed or it's always there. It's like again nature versus nurture. I think you know for me it was looking at at seeing that in somebody else that I kind of learned about it. There is a man that I consider a mentor figure. His name is Lieutenant Colonel Izalda. He was a lieutenant colonel from the army that basically came over and took over the group that I used to work with. He was you know incorruptible, you know he was a that that was the the essence or the the aura that he projected. The first time he the first time he went off on patrol when he was placed in charge of us, I actually you know drove him around Tijuana. He was one of those leading from the front type of people. The amount of assassination attempts he got was basically a proof of how incorruptible he was because they kept trying to pay him off and when that didn't work they tried to kill him several times. I think the last assassination attempt took the use of his legs. And that man is still a dangerous person in my mind, but for me and you know people can gather a little bit about my background and where I am from and some of the access I currently have to train the federal institutions here in the US as far as my background and if I was corrupted or not because there is a lot of that out there. Um, the the Catholic guilt that is kind of built into some of us is always kind of there, you know. The devil was under the bed, you know. So I I don't consider myself Catholic, consider myself culturally Catholic. I think is what what I kind of kind of say with that. I had a pretty good structure with my dad and my mom at the house and you know they never let me get away with things. And I think my mom was pretty a pretty big moral compass for me, but that lieutenant colonel kind of leading from example and seeing his work and how. How much profound change he caused in the people that work with him? As far as you know, we felt supported and we felt like we had a guiding figure during this. Tijuana was the most dangerous city on the planet when I was working there, and he took charge. What does it take to be a man, the lieutenant colonel, who maintains integrity after assassination attempts? Is it possible for a normal human to do that? Or again, is it genetic? That's an interesting question. I'll say this: seeing him, I mean last assassination attempt he had that took the use of his legs. He was with his kid. There was a recklessness to it, you know. I can see that now, like now that I have enough distance from it, I could see that there is a recklessness to being that way. And also putting jeopardy people around you if if you take that route. So I think there is a sacrifice to it a very powerful and hard one to make for a lot of people. For me, it was I wouldn't get picked to get on on board with some of the operations group that I wanted to work with because I was known for not you know taking money or not being trusted by certain older segments of the of the organization that I was with with stuff because they knew that I wouldn't you know I wasn't on the you know they I wouldn't get money. Um, so there's there's there's always a weird sacrifice to it, and you're almost kind of like masochistic in that way when you when you when you when you get approached with it, they're like, "Why are you being an idiot? You know, why are you why are you driving around that beat up car? Look at the Hummer H two that just drove in with the other guy that is doing exactly your same job. " Um, society society as a whole down there doesn't reward it or at least doesn't see it in the people that don't take that route in Mexico, you know for them is all cops are corrupt, you know all of them. And you know seeing it you know again from the outside, I'm not there anymore. There is you know there's almost like a why didn't you did you know? Um, it could have been easier maybe or you could have you could have been dead long ago you know because people that are on the take down there are usually owned by one side or the other and when that gets found out you know if you have somebody that you're paying off that hints you off of drug operations in the area. Your rivals are pretty keen on killing you. Money aside, so like like a Hummer aside, how much of a motivator's fear? It's a big one, you know. I I I'll say you know for me like I didn't I didn't think I was going to lift a C thirty, you know I was sure of it. Did that concept scare you? Was was that just a? That's actually principle of life. You're operated under. I lost my brother when I was 13 on a two like you know he was 19, he was like the the VIP of the family you know. He missed him all every day. He was a you know he was a you know skateboarded BMX motorcycle hunter one of the best marksmen that I've ever seen shoot. So better than you had everything. Yeah, he was the best of us is what we would say. And when he died, there was a there was it's almost like a concert at his funeral. You know I met three of his girlfriends that all introduced themselves like the the one you know. Yeah. I to this day every now and then I get pull the side down and when I go back home and they they are Eric's Eric's brother you know despite all the stuff that I've done I'm still you know every now and then I get recognized. Um, that made my mom and my dad go into a horrible depression and basically you know left me to my devices when I was a kid. Um, from 13 onwards, I had this self-destructive you know aspect to me after that I think you know so again something that's come up in therapy you know after I've been gone through all that. Uh, and had this notion that if I can only die good in some way, shape, or form, or for something that it would it would matter and they would kind of you know look at me with the same reverence I did my brother. So dying is in the problem. The goal of life is to die for something good. Yeah, at least that was my that was my mindset going through that job. I remember I was in medical school before that you know second year medical school was doing pretty good and then 911 happened and you know that wasn't an option anymore for me the economy was horrible. Couldn't afford to stay there, so I saw a sad in the newspaper and my brother's my big brother who's still alive and had he's like, "Not anonymous, you know you're not going to do that shit, you know we wouldn't dare. " And all of a sudden I was in a field having my hair shaved off and a bunch of the GOFs the guys that later turned into the Zeta cartel military were in charge of our training you know and I went through that process. In what field were you in? Why is your head being shaved? And what the hell was going through your mind? What was the leap that you took? I was sold the idea of this being a a new Americanized police force that they were constructing you know Mexico in Mexico. So elite, yeah, special force kind of prestigious elite the people in charge of our training were a lot basically Mexican GOF people GOFs are. What the special forces kind of originated a lot of their members turned into the the Zeta cartel so they were brutal in their training. We were sold this idea of it being you know scientific like educated based and like a career path and all of a sudden we're in this. Refurbished prison that wasn't good enough to be a prison and they turned it into a training ground. And I quickly kind of realized that they were training us to be a paramilitary group not a not a community policing organization is which in my mind that's I thought that's what we were going to be doing. What was the harder process of that training for you? Because this is like a a fragile innocent boy becomes a man kind of process. It's it's they're turning us into something that they could use so it's a breaking down. Uh, they break down the individual you know it's a physically and mentally. Yeah, I think it's a it's a it's a half done initiation process I think in a way you know looking at it from now to the past the. The shaving of the hair, the stripping off your identity. You know everybody gets a gets a a number, the uniforms, the running around and. And you know being treated like human garbage. The first thing they said to us when we were lined up in that field was a. Ipanera para comer aquí sacabol pan, which means there's bread and dig to eat here and the bread ran out a week ago right so. It was I mean I can equate it to anything in the military here in the United States because people down there could actually get physical with us I mean they could actually hit us and punch us and shit like that which is. Not allowed here anymore, at least in in in in most of the militaries and as horrible as down there. Um, the K-47 is being shot around us to to simulate reality, basically causing hearing loss that type of stuff. Um, so chaos, abuse, really challenging you. Yeah, again physically and mentally, and an open door there always. So if you don't want to be here, you can just walk out. And the more you go into it, time wise, you're more invested. You are so. In a way, you're kind of building your own chains while you're going through that process. Were you tempted to walk out? Yeah, several times, several times, specifically seeing some of the ways that people that I thought were better or stronger than me were walking out or quitting because of something that happened in there. There was some sexual assault stuff happening in there as well. Are you afraid of that? Always you know you're in a place like that and there's females in the in the environment and some of the instructors are doing what they do. So that was like a cause for alarm. I mean, these people are in charge of our safety and education. And look at what's happening here. So you could see some of the the smarter ones leaving you know not not looking at this as a viable choice for life. How did that change you that those few months? I had this motivation this idealistic motivation in my head you know of making a difference and they drill they drill a lot of. Nationalistic kind of you know the flag marching, it being part of a group and the group being you know behind you and all of this. What was the nationalistic pride? It was it in the nation of Mexico. Yeah, yeah. So what's the vision of this great nation of Mexico that you were? Did you believe? Did it get into your blood? I got into my I mean it's indoctrination you know it's a it's a paramilitary group so everything there is basically modeled after the military so that's what they were trying to kind of instill in us. I was a. I was a team leader in there after three months. Basically, I was we went through a bunch of trials, physical trials, mental trials and stuff like that and some of us were named team leaders. And I you know bought into it you know I'm the I'm supposed to be here look at me I'm I'm I'm making headways I'm I'm. I'm sticking out a bit you know and I was pretty proud of what I was going through there six months. Then you get the reality check when you signed a dotted line and how that none of it really meant anything as far as what we were about to go out and do you know. An example of this we were trained with a 92 FS Beretta which is a 9 millimeter pistol Italian made. We got to shoot 20 rounds out of that gun and then we when we got out we were handed a Glock 17 which. I've never seen one in my life. I was trying to figure out where the safety was and a few other people there were handling those guns in a horrible manner. So we were very under trained under equipped and there was a lot of assumptions about what we knew and all of a sudden we're being cast into this the start of one of the. You know, bloodiest and longest lived modern conflicts in our history that doesn't get called that, but it's it's basically been an ongoing war in Mexico that. That is still to this day, you know, amassing bodies. So the Mexican drug war, the Mexican drug war, which is you know it's hard to pinpoint exactly when it started because when I was going through training there was already stuff going on. I went into training in 2004 and there were already you know. Major cartel related events all over Mexico by then, but not at the at the size or scope as I was about to go into you know when President Felipe Calderon kind of took office down there and actually officially kind of kicked it off by. Putting the military in play as part of a as part of it basically militarized the the drug war you know including us. Who are the major players in this drug war? So the politicians, the military, the police force, the cartels all Mexican, then the United States, China. Just to lay out all the pieces on the board. First off, there are giant local drug markets in Mexico that are fought over. You know just local drug markets that are huge in scope. So no exporting to other locations. Just a start, yeah. Yeah, so a big a big problem in Mexico is basically those local drug markets and an example of that and one I have a lot of experience with is the one in Tijuana, which not only feeds the local populace but also feeds the populace from San Diego that crosses down into into Tijuana and buys their product there. Um and now you know phenomenon that's occurring now is marijuana trafficking is going from California down into Mexico because they produce better weed you know which is fascinating to see now. So there's already a channel and you kind of like reusing that channel. Yeah, there's not a lot of people and vehicles getting checked when they drive down and Tijuana is being called San Diego South now because you know all the economic migrants you know living down there. 90% of all houses in in Tijuana new houses are being bought up by Americans so that'll tell you something about the impact and change that's going on down there. So you have these local drug markets that are being fought over. You also have these drug routes that go through Mexico up into Mexico around Mexico through the ocean under the wall you know drug tunnels. Over the wall and on backpacks on migrants that go up into the United States. Not only do the cartels make money off drug trafficking, but also extortion, money laundering, paid protection schemes. You know any mining operation in Mexico will have to pay protection you know or else they'll get hit. A lot of times, money the the largest money makers for some of these criminal groups are you know protecting and taxing anybody that goes across the border. So that's also a big issue. And it's not just again some Americans think it's like the cartels you know they they imagine this single or maybe two or three groups there's there's several out there. I don't have a current estimate, but last time I checked, there was somewhere in the vicinity of 50, 70 different groups, some small that just dedicate themselves to a single little town somewhere. There are armed groups that are basically in control of that area to some bigger federations like the Cine Loco cartel, which is probably currently the largest and most powerful one in Mexico. And the new generation cartel, which is growing exponentially right now, so these criminal groups are are players in that conflict. Then another player that doesn't get talked about is politics politicians. There's a there's an ongoing discussion that has been going on I think since Trump was elected about cartels being a terrorist cartels being terrorist organizations or not or if they fit that description. Well, you know we are living through multiple assassinations on political candidates down in Mexico right now and most of those assassinations are motivated by one side sponsoring one candidate and the other side sponsoring the other. What I mean by sides I mean cartel groups. So they they have elected officials that are on the take and this is we have you know many governors who are under investigation on the run or in prison right now. State governors, so politics is involved in it. That's a big player as well. That doesn't you know when you when you think about the cartel problems you don't think well some at least some most people don't think about that aspect of it. So to have integrity as a politician in Mexico means. You have no protection and under constant threat of assassination. We just seen the arrest and prosecution of the head of all conre cartel operations when I was active in the form of Garcia Luna, who was the he was he was the guy Felipe Calderon who kicked off the drug war. That was his guy. Turns out he was. Turns out he was on the take at that level. Is there like a spectrum of how on the take you can be? Are there ethical lines you can cross? Some of it is money and then. Is it possible to operate in a gray area that does not result in destructive ethical violations? Deep ethical violations. I have no idea. I don't think I don't think there is realistically. I mean anything that kind of supports some of these groups, you know you're supporting things of a horrible nature. There I just posted recently on my Instagram account of a lady that was in Guanajuato. She's one of seven recently assassinated women that are looking for their kids. Basically, there's a bunch of groups and organizations out there in Mexico and some in Tijuana that I've actually walked with. Who are taking control of trying to find the bodies of their kids? That's her up there. Maria Carmela Vasquez, a mother who searched for a missing son, was shot to death outside her home on Sunday. Her son Ozmar Vasquez disappeared on June 14th. The 46 year old woman is the fifth mother to be killed this year while searching for their missing loved ones. She was a member of the Pinyamo Missing Person Collective. There's many groups out in Mexico who basically have given up on trusting the government to find their kids. Um, the number of missing in Mexico is a. Debated topic because you know the government itself doesn't release those numbers or at least hasn't done a good job about keeping them and or releasing them. Mexico was a country that has industrialized body disposal, you know, and Tijuana we had the stoomaker, the legendary stoomaker, which is a guy that basically. Used caustic acid acid to get rid of bodies at a massive level. So there's a separate operation for getting rid of bodies and murdering. At least at least in Tijuana we saw that phenomenon and it's it's obvious that it's it's going on all over Mexico. Who's having those discussions about mass murder and getting rid of people? I've been reading a lot about World War Two recently and there's was aggressive innovation on the Nazi side of how to get rid of large number of people because for the longest time both the Soviets and the Soviets were more brutal with this. It's literally it's a engineering problem of how you kill a large number of people and get rid of their bodies. So the Soviets were more into. Just laying people, laying people down into the grave face down and then shooting them in the back of the head and then doing that on a mass scale. So you just pile people on and then there was obviously innovation with the Holocaust in terms of gassing people and all that kind of stuff. I'm not sure exactly where these. Trade craft skills are coming from specifically. You hear discussions of Israelis training some of the cartel groups back in the late 90s, specifically the Ariano Fiasco cartel. There's a lot of stories about that. A security specialist coming down and showing them things like how to make caustic soda, um, how to put rocks inside of bodies and then chicken wire them around and throw them into the ocean or or river so that their bodies don't float. And when you kind of put rocks inside of body to make sure the body doesn't float. So you you open up the the intestinal tract, put rocks inside, you cut where tattoos are, you take off hands and faces and throw them somewhere else, and you wrap them in chicken wire. So making not identifiable. Yeah and throw them into a body of water and this is this this is a horrible thing but it it's a craft it's a trade craft it's trade it's it's trade craft and it's uh it there's there's a link to the US as far as that trade craft you have to remember that the United States had a thing called School of the Americas and and the CIA and they showed things and a lot of that. Stuff is out there in the hands of people that are of that generation. There's a manual. There's a manual somewhere like with chapters and it's like how to get rid of the body. There's manuals out there under time constraints or what what are how identifiable can the body be afterwards? What are geographical constraints all that kind of stuff. I think I think that was common back in the early 2000s and maybe the late 90s when some of these things were going on, but they've lost even that. As far as respect for the government or bodies being found right now, what you usually see is just bodies being burned to a crisp and buried in a field somewhere. That's usually what you see. Some of the groups like this this woman, this woman belong to basically taking upon themselves to go out to find clandestine graves in the outskirts of of the towns that they that they live in. Probing the ground with these metal probes and seeing if the the whatever they encounter in the bottom of these these clandestine graves stinks or not. If they find IDs or clothing, they kind of gather that and they basically presented to the investigated authorities in the towns or the states they live in, which basically they're doing their jobs. You know, over ninety percent of all murders in Mexico were never solved. I mean, it's so

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